Friday 2 August 2019
I woke early and tried to get back to sleep for a long time, but it wasn’t happening, so I got up a bit before seven. I gave my right ear a scratch and noticed that it didn’t give me any nerve pain in the back of my forearm, so the pain I had been getting was very likely something to do with the PICC line. I tried to replicate the pain, but now that my line had been removed, I found that I just couldn’t do it. So that was nice and went some way to answering where the pain had come from in the first place.
I also noticed that in addition to it being difficult to use my left thumb, index and middle finger tips, I was also finding it difficult to use those on the right. I would feel pain when pressing on or pulling with the finger tips. The nails on the right had become discoloured, but not quite so severely as those on the left.
I went upstairs around 9 am and spoke to one of the girls, who called us from Finland. After a few minutes I realised how tired I was and had to lie down, leaving Pia to continue the conversation. I ended up sleeping for two hours.
Pia and I had a wander into town during the afternoon. I was pretty exhausted by the time we got home. After having a rest, I managed to get a few bits and pieces done, then made some dinner. I was even more worn out after this. We settled down to eat on the sofa while watching an old Hitchcock film after which I was more than ready to sleep.
The chemo may have been over, but the tiredness was certainly still around.